My friend once said that I always seem to have some form of background sickness going on, with every now and again something more serious (being that I might actually have to take a day off for it). I thought that was nonsense before, but now when I think of it, there's probably some truth in it. I'm not too sure if it's because I'm a bit of a hypochondriac (fortunately one who's scared of doctors.), or maybe I never really take care of my body enough.
I lost count how many day I've been having this dizziness now. In a way I think it's stress induced, since normally it's worst when I'm stressed out (it was worst in my final year of undergrad, during the time which I called "Fortnight of Hell"). Mum thinks I'm not drinking enough water. I just think I'm just a bit run down and my body's telling me to slow down a bit. Whatever the reason is, it doesn't help that I have this report due and I'm trying very hard to finish it asap.
The family situation doesn't help, as always. And I think I've learnt to just ignore it instead of solving any of the problems. Probably doesn't help my stress level. But hey, what else can I do? It's not like our parents actaully taught us to face the problem. Heck dad distinctly taught me the best thing to do is keep quiet. Look at the amount of good that does. And it's not like dad actaully listens. So hey, the best I can do is just to nod along.
*sigh*
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